Another terrorist plot thwarted. Or so I'm told. I didn't watch the news today. I watched old episodes of "Rescue Me" on the internet and sat around my apartment feeling depressed.
There's at least one moment during every day of my life where I realize what an ass I am. I find myself cursing the fact that I can't change the way I think or the way I behave. I get older and supposedly wiser but I still sit around, watch news reports of people in real trouble, read books about sad things that happened to people that they just didn't deserve... and still I feel like crap because of the shitty little miseries in my life.
It's disgusting and it has to stop.
I thought you all would like to know that I'm aware of the problem. That even if I can't change, can't become less of a retard -- at least I know that I am one.
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