Thursday, January 26, 2006

Sleepwalking (Archive from January 19, 2006)

I am not participating in my own daily existence. I am sleepwalking through my life. It's freaking me out, but I am too sleepy to notice. I feel sick and nauseous all the time. I have to change a lot of things -- the time has come. This is very stressful and stress makes me sleepy. Like yawning at staff meetings sleepy. Like forgetting you have a dentist appointment in the morning even though you sent your entire department an email that you had a dentist appointment. Yes, I did this. I came to work and my co-worker was like "Aren't you supposed to be at the dentist? You sent an email yesterday right?" But I just sleepwalked out of bed, sleepwalked into the shower, sleepwalked into some clothes (that I am happy to note actually match) sleepwalked out of my apartment, onto the subway, into a coffee shop, into my messy, disorganized, crazed office.

I would very much like a distraction from my weirdness right about now.

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